I’m going to watch Double down on Sunday with this really incredible guy and I’m so nervous that I’ll mess something up that I aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I’ve never been this fucking nervous about going on a REAL LIFE date before with someone I can actually reach out and touch and smack around.

I don’t know what I should say to Dylan or Matthew either this is all confusing and happening very fast but I’m also really [Happy].

I have no mouth and must scream.